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I knew I loved you then...

I would never like someone like you, I thought to myself. I never wanted to be close to you.  But it happened like it was the right thing. I just wanted to hear your voice but I never knew I would be so captivated by it. I wanted it for myself.  I wanted you for myself, the sound of your laughter echoing through my soul. There were days that you we’re in my thoughts seem to occupy my whole world. I wonder every time I think of you, did I ever cross your mind? Wait…Why? I was scared, because I knew I need you. Too late, I was too late.  I fallen into something I shouldn’t. I was careless, I am scared. I knew I loved you then, But I never wanted for you to know.  I stopped. I said Stop. I ended it before I knew, I was hurting. I tried to run, but I keep coming back to where you are. I am lost. I knew I needed you. I want to pull you closer to me. What have I done? I knew I needed you, I need you the most. I’m scared now of letting go. Let me ne...

The reason why I cannot commit...

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They say it’s like a roller coaster ride when you experience to love someone, thrilled to experience it, I rushed things. I fell in love and gave myself to that person with all I got; they say that’s how you love. No one ever said it would be this painful, Yes. It is painful. I got scarred; shattered heart was left with me. Now all I know is that I am scared. Frightened of what love might do to me again. Now I can’t see myself for that love again, I am broken. I need to be loved: That was what I believed. I ask for justice for my broken heart, for the neglected love. I ask for revenge, for the endless night that tears we’re shed, where only my shadows are my witnesses. I ask for reasons for the time and effort taken for granted. I am lost. But then you came and made my heart race: beats fast  like it would blow up any minute, you put butterflies on my stomach; you made me think that love is something I should not be afraid of. But, still I opted not to give in...

My star, my moon, my love.

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The sky look so fine as I look up above Clear skies with dazzling little lights!  Oh the stars ! Brilliantly lighting up the pitch dark night.  The sky tonight look so fine as I saw again the stars, I fell in love! vividly, they lighten up my life. The deep-coloured little lights scattered around the night mantle,  Oh I fell in love ! The sky tonight look so fine A bright light shadows upon the earth,  Oh the Moon that shines so bright, It was  love at first sight. your vibrant light traveled through my soul, oh the Moon you made me fall in love! The sky look so fine  there are the stars, my stars there is the moon, my moon all glisten, unclouded looking down upon me, us. There was you, the way you look to my stars and my moon, I never knew I could still find someone more dazzling than my stars and moon up above. Oh It was love. those  deep-set  of eyes that you have, pierce thro...

I am a dreamer, aren't we all?

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I AM A DREAMER… I DREAMT OF THE SUNSHINE, LIKE HOW BRIGHT AND JOYOUS THINGS YOU BRING TO  MY LIFE I DREAMT OF FLOWERS BLOOMING, LIKE HOW MY LOVE FOR YOU IS, I DREAMT OF THE MOON, LIKE HOW YOU GIVE LIGHT TO MY DARKEST DAYS I DREAMT OF BIRDS FLYING HIGH JUST LIKE HOW YOU LET ME FEEL FREE FROM ALL MY SADNESS I DREAMT OF THE TREES JUST LIKE HOW YOU’VE GIVEN ME THE BREEZY WARM FEELING OF LOVE I DREAMT OF ME AND YOU, AND HOW OUR PATH CROSSED LIKE DESTINY. I DREAMT OF YOU AND I, AND HOW OUR LIFE ETERNALLY WILL BE.. I AM A DREAMER, AREN’T WE ALL?