I knew I loved you then...

I would never like someone like you, I thought to myself.
I never wanted to be close to you.  But it happened like it was the right thing.
I just wanted to hear your voice but I never knew I would be so captivated by it. I wanted it for myself.  I wanted you for myself, the sound of your laughter echoing through my soul.
There were days that you we’re in my thoughts seem to occupy my whole world. I wonder every time I think of you, did I ever cross your mind? Wait…Why?
I was scared, because I knew I need you. Too late, I was too late.  I fallen into something I shouldn’t. I was careless, I am scared.
I knew I loved you then, But I never wanted for you to know.  I stopped. I said Stop.
I ended it before I knew, I was hurting. I tried to run, but I keep coming back to where you are. I am lost.
I knew I needed you.
I want to pull you closer to me. What have I done? I knew I needed you, I need you the most. I’m scared now of letting go.
Let me need you, let me love you, I need you.

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